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Editor: Mike Coyle Contributing Editors: Walter Bowart Alex Constantine Martin Cannon Assistant Editor: Rick Lawler Research: Darrell Bross ================================================================ CIA PROGRAMMING By Dan Harr Feb. 1996 ---------------------------------------------------------------- This revised version was updated on 2-10-96. The first copy was written in May, 1995, while I was still under the influence of Dr. Hollie Sarramif. Since that time, many memories have become more clear and I have been able to "weed out" memory overlays that she inserted. I continue to update as more is remembered. In approximately April of 1984, while a student at the University of Wisconsin, Stevens Point, I was approached by a man who identified himself as "Charlie McBride," a recruiter for the C.I.A. I was asked if I would like to enlist under a special program. At that time, I said no. Upon further recent examination, I believe I was approached for several reasons: Because of my high intelligence and technical aptitude, certain personality quirks, and because of some possible related ritualistic abuses I suffered as a child. I've also found out this was not my families first contact with the CIA. My maternal grandfather worked at Badger Ordinance Plant near Baraboo, Wisconsin during World War II and for the Atomic Energy Commission around 1947-48. In 1949, he went back to work at the plant. I the 50's and 60's, he became chief civilian officer at the Badger Army Ammunition Ordinance plant. He retired in 1972. He worked for the government, _not_ the army or Olin Corporation. My grandmother believes he may have had some close association with the CIA at times. Further research indicates that the Baraboo plant has been one of several locations at which "PROJECT PAPERCLIP" occurred. "Project Paperclip" was an operation by the US military and Intelligence agencies to "naturalize" Nazi war criminals, scientists, and Gestapo and SS intelligence officers into the U.S. It occurred from 1940, after the war, up into the 1970s. I am adopted. I met my natural mother in 1986 when she sought me out. We attempted to locate my natural father but there was no trace of him. She said he had been "secretive" and "disappeared for days at a time" when she had known him, and believed him to be part of the "shadowy underworld." It is possible he was in intelligence. It is further suspicious that my natural mother decided to finally contact me during the time I was going through my NOC training. In late 1985, due to financial problems, I called "Charlie McBride" at the telephone number he had given me. Throughout 1986 I spent almost every other weekend, usually Thursday through Monday, at a "farm" near Fairfax (?), Virginia. It was a working farm, but was also a series of underground rooms used for classrooms and such. The training was called N.O.C. for Non-Official Cover. We called it the "school of hard knocks (NOCS)." I believe that the project under which I was trained, the NOC training, was _Project Pegasus_. My memories have become clearer about Pegasus and _Orion_. Pegasus was the operation of "programmed responders" and Orion the operatives, the Hunters. Orion may have been my original code. I believe these to be my core memories and they have taken time, and were very hard to access. I believe that many layers of deception memories were later implanted during my time at Mare Island. From what I have learned, layer upon layer of false trails are created to protect these core memories. At the NOC training, I learned weapons training, extensive computer knowledge for "hacking," use of radios and other communication devices, and certain evasion techniques. Some of the memories are blurred because, I believe, they were later "wiped," and overlaid with fake trails, although I still retain the skills I was taught. In January 1987, I entered the Navy as my "cover" and received electronics training, although I retain _none_ of that today. Eventually, in the spring of '88, I was transferred to Mare Island, a "special projects" submarine base near Vallejo, California. The CIA and NSA had a strong presence at Mare Island. My cover was to go there for schooling, although the Navy records I have show no indication of any schooling while there. I had retained some records from my discharge time but none were complete. The ones I did have indicated a "T-secret" clearance with some other codes behind the phrase. Recently, US Senator Herb Kohl's office obtained my service records from the MILPERS record bureau. The record his office received contained _only_ medical records (most, of which, I have no memory of receiving services for), and no actual service time records for my Navy time. His office has rewritten asking the MILPERS bureau to further their search, and have acknowledged to my family the possibility of a "cover-up." I have almost NO memory of _on-base_ time while at Mare Island, but can remember approximately three months of "off-base" entertainment time, although I was there for over 8 months. It is during this period that I believe I went through extensive mind- control programming/experimentation, possibly at Oakland Naval Hospital, as that is what I associate with my memories. Recently, I've had memories of something called the "Berekely" or "Barclay" Institute, but I am not yet clear what it means. I just know it relates somehow. I have memories of taking a trip to L.A. in May/June of '88 while at Mare Island. I believe this trip was to be involved with a sanctioned action against a former military officer. I sometimes associate "Bedrock-Stalemate," with this project, although that term may be related to what I discuss later about being placed into "Right Wing" groups. My memory of the project is as follows: In 1968, a 19 man squad operating under MAC-SOG was dropped into Laos to assassinate Laotian leaders. The hit never happened because the team was pulled out. I believe the team was called operation "Black Stripe." In 1980's, a team member wanted to go public (there were 14 still alive). Someone decided not to allow that to happen and NOC "programmed responders" were activated to plug the leaks. I was assigned, with two others I remember as Forseyth/Forest and Simonds/Simons, to a Captain Michael McHenry. (Sometimes I remember him as "Col." instead of "Capt." He may have retired a Col.) These were more than likely not their real names, as I was under the cover of "David Hanson". (I still retained the false ID, i.e. passport, drivers license, etc. until my ex-wife found them in 1990. I then destroyed the ID's.) There have recently been more memories of an additional target, but name and places have not yet come clear. In May of '88, my right knee was damaged. My memory is that I was dancing, but I now question that. I remember spending time at Oakland Naval Hospital. During the end of July, first week of August, I was home on medical leave. After August '88, my memory is very blurred, with a period from mid-Oct. through mid-Dec. completely blank. I have been able to reconstruct the following memories through therapy, and attribute them to that time frame. I have regained VERY CLEAR memories of a room with a chair, two stands with strobe lights and speakers, and a movie screen. Behind the movie screen was a large window/mirror (sometimes I could see through it!). The room: |||||||||||||||| 1 ||||||||||||||| 1. Window/Mirror | ------- - 2. Door | _________ 2 3. Movie Screen | 3 - 4. Strobe lights and | | 5. speakers on stands | ----- ----- | 6. Tray | | 4 | | 5 | | 7. Chair | ----- ----- | | _____ - | | | 7 | |6| | | ----- - | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| I remember being strapped to the chair. My right hand was splayed out and had rubber cups on the ends of my fingers with wires running out of them. There was an IV needle in my hand. I remember hearing four drug names -- Scopolamine, Sodium Pentothal, Nebutal, and Xanax. The strobes and speakers would flash and sound in sync, about one per second unless something was said to me or shown to me, which caused them to flash very fast. I think I had a metal band around my left leg, and I remember sometimes feeling shocks with the strobe lights. They would ask me questions and give directions. "They," I think, was a Dr. O'Connor(?). I remember some of the things I saw on the movie screen. There were many different pictures - dogs having sex, my parents with their heads cut off, a movie of a human sacrifice and some cannibalism, mixed with pictures of flowers, porno, cars, animals, and such. Over and over again. Good, and bad, good and bad. Recently, my memories of the cannibalism viewing have become more clear and, while I will not describe them in extreme detail, I fear they were not a movie but live action. There were three females and four males, naked, around a table with a seven or eight year old child on it. He was the victim. In the background I can vaguely see a figure in a red robe and there are candles all about. I also remember something that felt like a coffin. It was all dark and filled with warm water. After awhile, I felt like a HEAD just floating without a body. There were also strobe lights and speakers in there as well. I remember feeling "high" all the time. I also spent time in a small room where there was only a hole in the floor. The lights would go on and off and days would pass in hours, and hours in days. There was no sense of time. I am not sure if it is from that time, or from some things that happened to me as a child, but I also remember 3 men in red robes, candles around the room, and me laying face up on some sort of hard cot or bed. One of them said, "NO, it is not time yet." I always feel the same thing about all these memories - that I am _supposed_ to forget and NOT tell. I always feel that something bad will happen if I tell. I was HONORABLY discharged in December 1988, 23 months into a supposed 6 year hitch. I returned to Wisconsin but came back different. My parents and my ex-wife Susan noticed. I had suddenly acquired "Right-Wing, Christian Fanatic, Militia, Posse Committatus" type views. I had never held these views before. In retrospect, I believed that what happened at the end of '88 may have been to "re-program" me as a "human tape recorder" to spy on certain right-wing groups. Susan used to complain that periodically I would disappear for a day at a time. In the spring of '95, I had an experience which fully leads me to believe my suspicions. I completely lost a 24-hour period of time April 2-3, 1995. I "came to" in a strange place, a restaurant in Madison, sitting across from a woman I did not know. She said, "good you're back," and left. Later, I noticed I had a needle mark in my right arm and a puncture-welt on my right hip. Through research, my family has found out that the Reagan/Bush administration actively used intelligence personnel to infiltrate these "Right-Wing" groups. NOC personnel were probably first choice because it was a domestic operation and we had existing covers. I feel this project may have been the "Bedrock Stalemate" I mentioned earlier. In November of 1994, I contacted Dr. Hollie Sarramif at "Survivors In Crisis," in Stoughton, Wisconsin. My father says I picked the "Survivors In Crisis" name out a list of psychologists. She was originally hired to review material from my custody battle. Almost immediately, though, I was seeing her on a therapeutic basis. She claims to have ties to the intelligence community and claims to have, at one time, been a psychologist involved with the deprogramming of the Iranian hostages. I remember almost none of our sessions, even though I saw her weekly for about 5 months. I _do_ know that she was using hypnosis on me and may have used drugs as well. I remember being given "Pepsi" when I got to her place, and then nothing more. One time, in early February '95, I appeared "under the influence" to two jail guards at the Sauk Co. Huber Center (where I was serving out a jail sentence) after returning from a session with Sarramif. She wrote an extremely bizarre account of her own life of which I have copies. Currently she is under investigation by the Stoughton Police and the Wisconsin Dept. of Regulation and Licensing for malpractice, injury to patients (there are others), and other possible charges. I believe she IS a programmer with a cult, or the agency, and was sent to disrupt my re-building of my memories, and to create more "layers" of bad memories to protect the core. I believe it was she that attempted to overlay false memories of Cornell University, project Monarch, and Dr. Cameron and others, into my programming network. In the 7 months since breaking contact with her, my existing memories have become more clear and I continue to remember new ones. --- [A request for donations from Dan Harr]: "I need major financial assistance. "For a minimum of $20.00, I'll send copies of my story, the 'Advisory Committee Report on Human Radiation Experimentation' (which is mostly about mind control), and copies of other materials we have. For $30.00 minimum, I'll also include a copy of a taped interview I did with Tom Valentine on 'Radio Free America.' I really need the monetary help because I have been working for a year making calls, copies, etc. at my cost while I've been incarcerated without income." Dan Harr - 2/10/96 POB 159 New Glarus, Wisconsin 53574