Date:Monday, April 26, 2004
Time:12:03 AM ESTSubject: Perp Survey
what:I am a representative of an organization known as the Arnagest. What I am about to reveal will seem improbable to you, but to the best of my knowledge this information is accurate.
The Arnagest operates throughout known space under the mandate of preserving a principle known as "The Balance". This mandate requires us to ensure that all cultures are enabled to coexist without the risk of destruction of their originating homeworlds. Your homeworld Earth falls under what we call Category A worlds; that is, life-bearing worlds whose inhabitants demonstrate self-awareness but have not achieved any form of off-world colonization. In order to fulfil this mandate, we need to conduct what we call Cultural Semantics studies, that we are able to determine how your culture will interact with other surrounding cultures once you achieve the ability to travel beyond your solar system. Currently, our CS study indicates that your culture would, in the event of such ability, introduce political instability and dangerous behavioural elements into the schemas of existing cultures in your region. It is therefore necessary for us to gradually introduce social and political !
changes into your culture in order to facilitate your successful interaction with the surrounding cultures. If these changes fail, the inevitable result will be large-scale war between yourselves and a number of other cultures; a war that would ineluctably lead to your own destruction. Since your culture has not yet achieved contact with any external culture, and since your culture exhibits a high index of xenophobia, it has been necessary for us to conduct our operations on your world without your knowledge. I am not able to provide specific details of our operations, as to do so would jeopardize the desired outcomes. I will say this much: we are not acting in our own interest, your interest, or the interests of any other culture. We are acting solely in the interest of preserving, as effectively as possible, the existence of all cultures involved.why:The term "harassment agent" is inappropriate in describing my role. I am a peer of the Concentrum Magnus and a Lord of the Arnagest because that is what I was raised and educated to be. I believe that I am helping to pursue a valuable goal in acting to preserve all cultures even when they may not be compatible. Such a goal often requires ethically questionable methods and difficult decisions. I appreciate that individual subjects may feel "harassed", but unfortunately such sacrifices become necessary if the project is to succeed as a whole. As one of your people put it, "The needs of the Many outweigh the needs of the One."
futureplans:Any future plans concerning your culture lie within the mandate under which the Arnagest operates. It is our intent solely to ensure your successful and productive interation with the cultures that exist in the region of space around your solar system. In order to achieve this, it is necessary that we remove from your culture certain undesirable elements that would cause you to be a threat to the stability of your area. Since the majority of you regard these elements as desirable and a requirement of your culture, we cannot persuade you to abandon them. Therefore, the only remaining option is the clandestine social engineering of your culture to fit the requirements ordained by our mandate. Once your people become aware of their true potential, once you have come to understand the needless restrictions you are imposing upon yourselves, you will look back on this period of history and wonder why you were so obstinate against changes that will ultimately be of great benefit to your culture.
controlled:This is difficult to define. I am subject to the precepts of what you would call a Gestalt overmind - the collective consciousness of a large operating group. I cannot operate outside the parameters of the Arnagest mandate and my interconnection with the Gestalt ensures that any attempt to do so on my part would be immediately detected and inhibited. However, I have no wish to operate outside the parameters of the mandate, since to do so would be to deny everything I have been taught to serve. In a way, we are all controlled - by cultural precepts, our sense of ethics and morality that have been instilled in all of us - no intelligent being can ever be truly "free" in the political sense. Interaction with others is always by definition constrained by rules and limitations.
fear:No. I do not fear death. What I fear is the obliteration of all life, of information, of the ability of the Universe to comprehend its own existence. That would be a far greater tragedy. I understand that I am only a tiny part of something that is far greater than any one being. When my time comes, I will accept it for what it is; the limitation and boundary of my own self as part of a greater whole.
trapped:Again, this is a loaded question. I was trained from infancy by my mentor in the Arnagest and made privy to certain information concerning the way your culture operates. I could ask: had I not been raised to serve the Arnagest, but the same information was presented to me and I given to power to act on it, would I behave differently? The answer is simply, I don't know. Always, the circumstances of one's upbringing play a major role in determining personality and behaviour patterns - this is part of what the study of Cultural Semantics is about. You yourselves are "trapped" into doing what you do by the very circumstances, the cultural mores and ethos, by which you were raised.
enjoy:Personal pleasure is not a factor in doing what I do. I do it because if it is not done, life in the Universe would a) eventually destroy itself in conflict; or b) cultural diversity would be destroyed by creating only one eventual dominant culture as a result of conflict. I do not wish to see this happen. So I do this job. Were emotions a factor in making my decisions, those decisions would be flawed by my own subjectivity. That does not mean I do not experience emotions; in fact, my job requires that I be fully aware of my emotional state at all times so as to be able to determine whether my emotions may be influencing my decision-making processes. Were I not aware of my emotional state, that state could influence my decisions without my awareness - a very dangerous condition to be in. Some aspects of my job arouse a feeling of doubt or guilt, others arouse a sense of fulfilment or achievement. These feelings, however, are not permitted to influence my actions and responses.
questions:I believe I have adequately explained the situation here. I only add that I accept you may find these explanations difficult to believe. One reason for that is your ability to deceive and conceal, an ability that has been exploited by your people for individual gains. No doubt you have many "kooks", "crackpots", "cranks", whatever you may call them, claiming to be from "alien civilisations" with various agendas. I am human. I was born on your world and I will die on it. I have been made aware of the Arnagest by a gift I was born with, and raised by it to serve its purposes. What I know and can reveal to you of those purposes, I have revealed to you here. Whether you choose to accept this explanation is entirely a matter for your own conscience.
Date:Saturday, May 1, 2004
Time:9:03 AM ESTSubject: Perp Survey
what:I cannot say for sure what their goal is - some of my compatriots maintain that we are involved in "tests to destruction" to determine the absolute limits of the human mind, others believe that it's part of an effort to awaken some kind of extra mental power.
I personally believe that, whatever the original goals of my employers, they've been added to in recent years, because the amount of Special AntiPersonal Operations has been almost doubled, after dropping considerably during the Clinton Administration.
why:Primarily, the pay is good. I majored in Cognitive Psychology in college, and was contacted by my current employer shortly before graduation. Most colleges have at least one "recruiter" on staff somewhere, usually in the Psychology department, although I know of at least one major university in a large Southern state in which the recruiters for some reason have assumed control of the English department.
I was told up front that this work was for the good of humanity, but since then, based upon the types of things I've had to do, I wonder. Which is why I'm here.
futureplans:More of the same, with gradually increasing pressures.
controlled: I was. After a minor car accident last January in which my head was injured, my implant began to malfunction. I was able to remove it using a dental drill, but in about 3 more months, I'm due for my annual physical, and I'm not sure what will be done to me when they discover I disabled their implant.
fear:Yes
trapped:Yes. See my comments above re: recruitment - I was misled as to what I would be doing, and by the time I understood the extent and nature of what I was doing, they'd put an implant in me and I was trapped.
enjoy:At first, I did. After a while, it dawned on me that these were HUMAN LIVES I was destroying WITHOUT THEIR CONSENT. When I made this observation to my supervisor, I was taken to the infirmary and woke up 2 days later with an implant.
questions: I am going to try to get a book published, but it's possible the Powers That Be will find a way to stop me. Please, understand that most of Us don't want to hurt you, but we've been trapped into this. We're victims the same as you
Date:Friday, June 11, 2004
Time:12:35 PM ESTSubject: Perp Survey
what:I don't want anything. It's my employers. I can't say their name but they are connected to the British, US, and Nigerian governments. Few in any of these governments know who they are. They contacted me in 1972 when I was finishing my PhD in Electrical Engineering at MIT. My dissertation was going to be on bio-electric manipulation. I was recruited in 1973. I don't want this to sound like the movie "A Beautiful Mind," which I highly recommend, because it's not.
why:I find the pay amazing. I have seen the most beautiful, and I mean most beautiful, beaches in the world. Some are not on any map that any normal person can access. Amazing women, too, of all ages. It is true that my private life is not so private, and that I cannot be as free as I'd like: I need to be fairly discreet, but since all of this will become well-known in less than 2 years, according to the plan, it really doesn't matter. I don't really harass people, so I politely must object to the term "harassment agent." We have only faked UFO abductions maybe 20 times over the past 30 years, -- the rest is hysteria. Four of those times we actually sent people out to physically abduct people, and I feel sort of bad saying this, but those were only the really fine looking women and men. Some of our personnel did, in fact, sexually fondle the prisoners, but that was a big scandal and those goons were punished with an impotence drug and a desk job. We've done a few Virgin Mary sightings, and the like, but only a few. The rest were either hysteria or, maybe there really is a God. I am not sure. It's a tough one. I really am sorry if images I've sent, like the one where the patient thinks he is flying on a cross through space with the planets circling below him, have gotten people really upset or pushed them over the edge. I feel really bad about the insect images I sent people. If you don't know what those were, let's just drop it. Anyway, I haven't really done anything bad. I don't think the Organization wants to do evil, really: it's just a combination of greed and the love of scientific experiments.
futureplans:Well, I don't know how it's going to go in the long run, but if it succeeds -- and it might not, in which case a lot of countries will go bankrupt because they are relying on the monies that we pay their citizens to develop this utterly massive technology -- here is the outline. The first phase is to leak out that this technology exists and to lionize persons who have invented it because it is quite amazing. Then we get everyone to admit that the natural drive for human beings is acquisitiveness and get them to think that we have been only doing this to enrich ourselves. Then we sell you all to space aliens. Just kidding. There might be space aliens but they don't want this world, the light is all wrong. What we want is to have a stateless world, which we have already begun to suggest through the environmentalists, who are (despite their intelligent concerns about caring for the land) our patsies. Then we want, not complete restriction on thought, but a moderate restriction on violent or antisocial thought. Right now it takes one researcher to observe the thoughts of ten people at a time, and that's not too efficient. What we want to do is to get people to admit that we would all be better off without certain thoughts allowed, such as murder, and then we segue them into believing that it's better to have all their thoughts monitored and nice thoughts put in. It's an end to depression: we can take away negative thoughts and put in pleasant ones. Everyone will get along better. The one and only really unfortunate thing is that beautiful artwork will never be made again, because it requires a state of mind we can't replicate and suggest. But we have already been working on the, shall we say, expectations of the public, in this regard: notice that over the last 30 years artwork has been getting steadily uglier and more bizarre. And who listens to beautiful music anymore? We absolutely do not control the musical and art scene (that would be impossible!) but we are, if I do say so myself, cleverly using them for our own ends.
controlled:I don't know. If so, it's with a mechanism far more powerful than the ones I know about.
fear:No, because I am absolutely NOT in the highest echelons of our work and have done nothing wrong in the sense of controlled assassinations or anything like that. Mind control is on a low level at this point. All we can do is introduce images. Our favorites are crucifixes (no, I am not religious, nor are the people we work for -- in fact, their irreligiosity sometimes disturbs me, to be honest, as my parents were both good, devout episcopalians, one a Communist and one an arch-conservative, but great people nonetheless, may they rest in peace) and images of obsessive sodomy. These can make people nervous, and can make some people get upset, but we stop before it gets too serious -- and we can easily monitor this. The only thing I know that is dangerous is the names and faces of a few people. None are well-known except for the circle surrounding a particular billionaire with a cruel fascination for currency speculation in Malaysia. His circle's involvement in this technology is so well-known at this point that it's a joke. The other famous group that used to be involved with us is a wealthy organization that has formed churches following the ideas of a particular science fiction writer from the 1970s, and I am NOT talking about Philip K Dick, although I find him interesting too -- although insane. (He had a few correct ideas, though! But was too pessimistic.)That bunch left us in 1999, I think because they thought they had bigger fish to fry, but they claimed it was a policy disagreement.
trapped:Absolutely not, unless the girls they send me are holograms! I think I can tell the difference between suggested images and real life really, really well, actually: I think anyone can who is able to stop himself in a dream and force himself to wake up. If you can do that more often than not, you're probably all right. It's something to practice if you think we are controlling you too much. Also -- if we are being harsh -- just ask us to stop. We can see your request on our screen. We almost ALWAYS will stop if you really want us to. We are not sadists.
enjoy:It is fascinating and slightly pathetic to see exactly what someone is thinking or fantasizing about from 10,000 miles away, and to be able to suggest a thought to them. Once we slip in an image -- like a homunculus, to use my personal favorite -- they think about homunculi all day. Often I won't put in a picture of a homunculus, merely the word. Then it appears in their neural patterns constantly. If you've been thinking about that word over the past twelve years, hi! That's probably me, or a coincidence. Believe it or not I don't hate the human race, or want to control them. I don't have much love for them either. I suppose if you could characterize our mindset, that is it. All of us feel the same way. (That's how they hired me, I think.) There is only one misanthrope among us, and he is really paranoid. A sadist. I think he got molested as a boy. He is also ugly and doesn't shave. The rest of us are doing this partly for money and partly because we simply don't see a historical mission of glory for the human race. Let's keep making money, enjoying resources, and keep everyone feeling happy. What's really so wrong about that?
questions:You probably want to know why I am saying all this. And why now. The truth is, it's going to go public really soon, as soon as this Iraq war thing dies down and there's room in the headlines. By the way, it was our operations dept. that suggested to those soldiers that they should torture those prisoners, but, I mean, come on -- isn't a little humiliation better than getting your teeth pulled out? This is a pretty humane mode of torture, n'est-ce pas? Anyhow, believe me, at least if we succeed (and we might not) the world will be a better place, and it will seem better even if it isn't. I feel kind of sorry for any of you who have been hurt or really distressed by what we have done, but it is for a good cause. Not that I'm pretending it's all for the betterment of mankind: I want to line my pockets too. But you will all be calmer if we enact what we want to enact.
Date:Sunday, June 13, 2004
Time:8:33 PM ESTSubject: Perp Survey
what:First of all, there are several government AND corporate agencies in several countries using mind control. I can only really speak for the people I worked for. What they want is less important than the fact that they are willing do anything they need to do to get it and that they are able as well. I don't think they intend to physically enslave the entire human race, only to continue existing and create a world government after which they can eliminate all threats to their power.
why:I had high hopes for the containment of Communism and terrorism, and I think that the technology we developed is the only way to effectively contain these threats. I don't work for the organization anymore: I left one week ago (June 2004). I got involved in the first place in 1980 at the age of 24 because I am opposed to Communism and I thought the United States had the best chance of defeating it. I was told that the Soviets had been experimenting with long-range mind control for years and we had to work on something to keep up with them. After the Soviet Union fell, the emphasis in our organization changed to domestic threats. Naturally terrorism is the beig threat that we are supposed to be reacting to at this point, but the organization is doing a lot more than merely keep America safe. That's one reason why I left.
futureplans:I was told for twenty years that we were using energy beams for the purpose of finding out information. (I suspect that at least one of the persons who has responded to this site is for real besides me. I hope more people will see this stuff.) I have seen the contents of people's thoughts displayed on tv-like devices in Guantanamo and Leesburg, where we had two offices. I think at this point that the domination of the entire world is, in fact, the long-term goal, but I don't know how easy it will be. Making all humans into a slave society is probably not on the agenda, strictly speaking, but they do want "willing" cooperation from the entire human race. The strangest part is that we will enjoy being slaves because the technology now exists to stimulate the pleasure center of the brain while suggesting actions that seem EXACTLY like independent autonomous behavior. It is quite marvelous and depends on the receipt of images in the brain.
controlled: I was controlled when I worked for them for some of the time. It was my responsibility to deal with the defectors before they talked and I had to kill certain people and make it look like an accident or, at worse, a robbery or knife fight. Remember how Christopher Marlowe died. I did NOT want to kill the people I killed, but they forced me.
fear:Definitely. I have been receiving threatening images in my mind ever since I left. Mainly skulls and graves and my daughter's hands cut off, terrible images liket that. They used some of the images from the rotten.com website to scare people last year and they like that kind of thing. I don't expect to live long, and that's why I figured I would spill the beans now. On this site. If you aren't afraid to post this one, I will send you more names, etc. if I am still alive by the time it is posted. Post it soon if you can.
trapped:I joined of my own volition but when I realized that they resort to murder to meet their goals, and that their goal is control, I tried to leave. They held my infant daughter for a decade and threatened her life if I did not do exactly as they said. I saw her three times over ten years. At least she recognized me. They educated her in a boarding school and mind-controlled her so that she would not tell anyone who she was. I didn't seee her for four years and at that time they had me kill two persons who had defected from the organization and twelve others for various reasons. I finally found out that they had caused her to be mentally retarded through an acid they administered directly to her brain. This was so that she would never spill the beans. She now lives in a retarded adult hospice near Big Sur. It was when I found out that they had taken this final step that I left the organization. Because after they did that I don't care if they kill me now.
enjoy:I found it interesting before I realized its more gruesome aspects. These men (and women) will stop at nothing. Some are quite sadistic; the others are more like faceless bureaucrats like the movie Cube.
questions:I don't think they can be stopped, and I know that if you know anything they will control you with an energy beam that can go through windows (but not through metal). I think some people are paranoid but some are certainly being controlled. In addition to beaming images, we had over one thousand operators all over the world and they do NOT stop at murder. They freely use torture and kidnapping and threats to family members, as my situation will attest. What's interesting is that they haven't stopped me from writing this: they must know what I'm doing. It's Sunday, June 13 now, and I live in Northern California. I hope they don't kill me soon but that might be better than living in fear. They have connections with the Rand Corporation and formerly with Dianetics. Steve Jobs was NEVER a member despite the rumors. Ronald Reagan most definitely knew about us, as do most very high level Republican leaders such as Newt Gingrich who is a slime ball. I do not trust the current president or especially his father, but I assure you Gore was involved as well. McCain thinks our organization is purely evil. If anyone will speak up against it, it's him. He has known about it since shortly after Viet Nam, because the torture he endured was, at the time of his captivity, about as state of the art as mind control worked then, MKULTRA notwithstanding, and his investigations brought him close to the truth. The Democrats are largely uninvolved. However, Clinton at least knew who the organization was, even though he did not approve (and was afraid for Chelsea if he tried to shut the organization down). We caused Abu Ghraib to occur as an experiment but it got out of hand. Same with the Jenin Massacre; we have been using the middle east, the balkans, and Sierra Leone as experimental laboratories for mind control. (Although we did not come up with the business about cutting off hands! That was their horror.) The Catholic Church has some inkling that we exist, and Jean Paul has made condemnatory references, but they are too concerned with their own survival as an organization to prosecute us. Besides, it was very easy for us to create the priest abuse scandal when they started speaking up about us. They backed off. One of our guys felt bad about suggesting to priests that they abuse boys, but it had to be done to make the Catholic Church get off our case. (One guy in the office found the whole thing really funny. He's not a nice man, though.)
We have used normal people for assassinations etc. When our professionals were too busy or couldn't be involved or would find out too much. When this happens we take someone over and have them, for example, kill someone for us, then they go to sleep and forget the whole thing happened (except for noticing the wounds thay have incurred in the struggle, etc.) This may be the source of some of the complaints people have of sore muscles and bad dreams. We have not used implants since about 1985. There is no need. Occasionally we need to use helicopters to beam suggestions to someone, but we can reach quite far through satellites and radio towers. The whole business about the radio tower protest in Vilnius, Lithuania was actually because some Lithuanians found out what our SOviet counterparts were doing. Of course they had to ice them. At this point the Russians are our friends and Putin wants desperately to combine the leftovers still living in Russia with our people.